Tension...

But not in a bad way...

I am there.
I am changing.
I am growing.
I am re-prioritizing.
I am rescheduling.
I am building new relationships.

I am.... afraid.

You might not understand why.

I want to stay.

I want to go.

It's like gravity. I'm being pulled. My life is not my own.

It's what I want.

I hope you understand.


...I hope you know you are held in my heart and soul. always.